MEDICINE, EMBODIMENT, FEMININE AWAKENING..
AND THE SPACE TO COME FULLY ALIVE
29th August - 1st September 2026
near Maarn, The Netherlands
There is something profound that becomes possible when women gather in a space that is intentionally created for the feminine.
A space where nothing in you has to be edited.
Where your tenderness is welcome, your truth is welcome, your fire is welcome.
Where your sensuality, your grief, your beauty, your rawness - all of you - is welcome.
This four-day retreat is a deeply held journey for women who feel called to go beyond insight alone - into embodied transformation.
With the support of truffle ceremonies, skilled facilitation, and a carefully woven field of practice, we journey into the body, the heart, and the deeper layers of what it means to live as a woman who is fully here.
"Milli and her team created the most beautiful, powerful, loving and safe container I could wish for to do this kind of work."
Danielle Schouten
Why this Retreat?
This retreat was born from a desire to create more space.
Space not only for ceremony, but for the feminine.
Space for the body.
Space for movement, voice, truth, sensuality, rest, and real integration.
While the 3-day retreats are profoundly powerful, four days allows us to go further.
To slow down.
To land more deeply.
To open more layers.
To integrate what arises - not only as insight, but as lived experience in the body.
There is no need to become a better version of yourself.
For healing naturally happens when you
come into contact with what is already alive, instinctive, and true within.
For some women, that may mean softening.
For others, it may mean reclaiming voice, boundaries, sensuality, or power.
For many, it is a remembering:
The feminine is not one thing.
It is vast, contradictory, alive.
Tender and wild.
Soft and fierce.
Sensual, instinctive, loving, untamed, and wise.
A Deeper Feminine Immersion
✺ Two Truffle Ceremonies
Carefully guided journeys offering space for insight, healing, emotional release, and inner transformation.
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✺ More Time to Truly Land
Four days allows a more spacious and integrated process than a traditional short retreat - creating more room to soften, deepen, and integrate what unfolds.
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✺ Women-Only Space
A different quality of openness, honesty, and connection emerges when women gather together - offering the medicine of sisterhood, witnessing, and shared remembrance.
✺ Feminine Embodiment Work
Movement, breath, voice, and body-based practices help bring insight into lived experience - inviting you home into your body, your sensuality, and your aliveness.
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✺ Emotional Depth & Real Expression
Space to feel, release, express, and meet what has been held beneath the surface - whether grief, tenderness, rage, joy, longing, truth, or wildness.
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✺ Intimate, Homely Atmosphere
A warm, beautiful setting where you can soften, exhale, and feel genuinely held - not as a participant moving through a programme, but as a woman welcomed into sacred space.
The Pillars of our Ceremonies
MEDICINE
Psilocybin truffles open the doors of perception, so we may see ourselves more clearly.
MUSIC
Live music is central in providing a container to both support and guide the journey.
MEDITATION
Various active and passive meditations assist in receiving full benefit from the plant medicine.
EMBODIMENT
Embodiment practices enhance self-awareness and give tools to deepen and integrate insights.
COMMUNITY
The group experience and relationships formed bring a whole extra layer of richness.
NATURE
Immersion in nature and connection to the elements alone soothes the soul.
What We May Explore Together
Each retreat unfolds organically, shaped by the women who gather and what is alive in the field.
Themes we may explore include:
- coming home to the body
- feeling more at ease and safe in your own skin
- reconnecting with sensuality and life force
- voice, expression, and emotional truth
- sacred rage and healthy power
- softness, receptivity, and rest
- creativity, intuition, and inner guidance
- releasing shame, inhibition, or self-suppression
- sisterhood, belonging, and being witnessed
- feminine leadership rooted in authenticity
- beauty, radiance, and natural self-expression
This retreat creates the conditions where what is true in you can emerge.
Room To Feel It All
Many women have learned to identify with only part of themselves.
To be loving, but not too much.
To be strong, but not too sensitive.
To be sensual, but not too visible.
To be capable, while quietly carrying exhaustion or unmet longing.
This retreat is a space to reclaim wholeness.
A space where nothing in you needs to be left outside.
Where sacred rage can move.
Where grief can be honoured.
Where sensuality can breathe.
Where tenderness can soften.
Where instinct can return.
There is room here for the wild and the gentle.
For the powerful and the vulnerable.
For the woman who is just beginning to open, and the woman who is ready to claim more.
This Retreat is for you if…
You feel called to:
- journey with truffles in a safe, guided, and intimate setting
- explore your inner world in a women-only space
- reconnect with your body, sensuality, and truth
- release patterns of suppression, shame, or disconnection
- feel more alive, expressed, and at home in yourself
- experience sisterhood, depth, and meaningful transformation
You do not need to arrive as a fully confident or fully healed woman.
Only a genuine openness to the journey.
"This was an absolutely transformative experience and I really appreciate how masterfully you and the team orchestrated the experience. You are clearly pros."
Held with depth, presence, and care
Hi, I’m Milli Moonstone.
I am a facilitator, musician, ceremonialist, and mentor devoted to supporting people in awakening their inner medicine and creating lives that feel aligned, authentic, and deeply fulfilling.
My work weaves together plant medicine ceremonies, embodiment, tantra, vocal liberation, emotional healing, music, and transformational coaching - creating spaces that invite profound inner connection, self-discovery, and aliveness.
Since 2017, I have led more than 30 international retreats and served in over 850 ceremonies, supporting thousands of people through facilitation, music, and transformational work.
As a musician, I perform at festivals and conscious gatherings around the world, offering devotional music, improvisation, and somatic voice work that invite emotional release, presence, and connection to the heart.
Alongside retreats, I guide private transformational containers both online and in person, and facilitate rites of passage including weddings and births.
My approach is intuitive yet grounded - honouring the sacred while remaining deeply human, relational, and real.
The spaces I create are known for their warmth, honesty, emotional depth, and the sense of being genuinely held.
Across all my work, I am devoted to helping people remember who they are, reconnect with their truth, heal what holds them back, and live with greater freedom, embodiment, and purpose.
A warm and intimate space in nature
We gather in a beautiful retreat space surrounded by trees and meadow - a place intentionally chosen to support rest, softness, connection, and safety.
At the heart of the retreat is a spacious yurt nestled in nature, where our workshops and ceremonies take place. The yurt is warmed by a wood burner, creating a cosy and intimate atmosphere, and holds a maximum of 14 participants plus team, allowing for a deeply held and personal experience.
Outside, there is a fire pit where we gather after ceremony - a space for integration, sharing, music, connection, and simply being together beneath the night sky.
Separate from the yurt is a cosy communal building that includes the kitchen, dining area, lounge, bathrooms, and accommodation spaces.
Sleeping options include:
• Staying in the yurt, or in your own van or tent
• A shared dorm room with up to three others
• One private double room
There is also a sauna available after the close of ceremony - offering warmth, grounding, and gentle integration for the body and nervous system.
The environment is an important part of the journey.
The beauty, simplicity, warmth, and feeling of being held by nature all support the depth of the experience.
"These days with you in Maarn were fantastic. How you guided me. Your beautiful music and songs. How you made me feel held. How you watched over me all the time. The respect and feeling included in the group."
"There are no words to describe this ceremony weekend. This really was something else.
It made me feel safe enough to dive really deep and face some things I’ve been avoiding for a long time.
It has led me to one of the most healing experiences in my life and I feel beyond grateful for that.
If you’re looking for a place to do this work with very experienced and deeply embodied guidance; I can’t recommend Milli enough."
Danielle Schouten
A Note from Milli
I created this retreat because I wanted to offer something that feels both deep and accessible.
A space where women can come together in Europe, in a more intimate and grounded setting, and experience real transformation - not only through the medicine, but through the body, connection, and the feminine itself.
While I also hold longer and more immersive retreats in other parts of the world, this space has its own unique beauty.
It is close, personal, warm, and real.
A place where you can arrive as you are, and gently unfold into more of yourself.
It also allows for community to grow, as many participants return and friendships deepen over time.
It's truly a blessing and a privilege to be able to share this beautiful, profound space with you.
APPLY FOR UPCOMING 4-DAY WORKSHOP
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29th August - 1st September 2026
near Maarn, the Netherlands
Yurt /
Own van or Tent
Full access to the 4-day workshop, all ceremonies and group activities and healthy meals.
Sleep in the yurt or your own van / tent.
€1100
Dorm Room
Full access to the 4-day workshop, all ceremonies and group activities and healthy meals.
Sleep in the dorm room with up to 3 others.
€1200
King Room
Full access to the 4-day workshop, all ceremonies and group activities and healthy meals.
Share the private king bed with 1 other.
€1300 pp
This is a deep and intentional retreat space.
All participants are asked to complete an application process to ensure the retreat is a good fit and that the group container remains safe and supportive for everyone.
Spaces are limited to preserve intimacy and quality.
Come as you are, Leave more Fully Yourself
This retreat is an invitation into deeper presence, deeper truth, deeper embodiment, and a deeper relationship with the feminine within you.
If something in you feels the call, trust that.
With gratitude to Emily Wandering Wildsoul for photo.
